hey
i guess this us an update
basically
i really dont feel like
contributing to greeny phatom wiki anymore... or even drawing or making mashups
just feels kinda pointless
not actually sure what to say
yeah
everything in my life feels pretty gray
unfulfilling and stuff
i guess that would be how a person would describe it
and even if i try to
make star commander, make mashups, write stuff to greeny phatom wiki
it just
idk just like
im sitting there
no real friends
no good life
school has been bad
i guess thats what happens when i am on the internet during winter
or maybe i am depressed and shit
i just dont feel inspired anymore
or like i would have people helping me
because i dont have them
all day i waste my time planning on things and
everyone just observes
doing their own thing
not caring much about contributing to project ruby or
star commander or
greenytoons news network
so yeah, maybe i will come back in the future
but for now, i might quit being on wikia, or maybe i'm just on a
on a pause
a megapause, possibly
or whatever
i'm really sorry for people who are expecting this wiki to go through many many many changes in recent times
look
even if you aren't a fan of my work
either on wikia
tumblr
or twitter
or whatever
you can like
contribute to three things that i have mentioned many times already
i would appreciate it so much
umm...
you too could try drawing and sound design
it's fun, while it lasts
basically
everything comes to an end
and one day i have to go too
so yeah
i am not announcing nor confirming my departure yet
i just am at a bad state of depression roght now
a state so bad that it has changed the way i look at life
possibly temporarily
so
anyways
thank you to all the people that have been supporting me
throughout these 5 years i've been on this wiki
supporting me
assigning me to do some edits
and stuff
it was really fun
while it lasted, really
now i just feel so
gray...
this is laser, signing out